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Council for All Beings September, 1999 Graphite & Charcoal on Paper 40”x 32” |
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The wildness swirls around and within us. |
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| In September 1999, Gwendolyn Endicott
held a workshop at Wanderland
using a process designed by Joanna Macy for getting in touch with the earth
called “A Council for All Beings.” At one point, costumed as
different earth aspects, we spoke, drummed and sang our truths, dancing
in the woods. Others were birds and trees, herbs and compost - all personas
I am at home with and even in love with. But I got a strong urge to take
on Metal - a more problematical element for me. At the time, I was deeply
immersed at Cartm Recycling
and the daunting piles of aluminum, steel and iron were often the stuff
of my nightmares. I associate metal with the move towards industrialization,
away from Earth, our Mother. Even the feel of it on my hands is jarring.
Yet beautiful things are made from it and without it much that is familiar
in our present world would crumble. Literally.
I wanted to get in touch that day with where the metal beings came from
in the earth - to honor them and beg their forgiveness for our profligate
use and horrendous waste of the gifts they give us. I bedecked myself
in aluminum foil streamers and other odd bits and felt deep into the earth’s
core where metallic materials are born. Today this drawing symbolizes my call to be Living Out Loud. Speaking and drawing and writing my beliefs, experiences and longings as I uncover them, that I might find kindred souls. Expressing my passions and my fears in my search for my deepest Self – and in so doing to help others find theirs. We all need each other – all the beings. Written for Living Out Loud Show, November, 2004. This painting is not for sale. |
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